fourhundredandtwentyfive.

Hello, been so long since I've blogged.

First day of school today, also marks the start of my third year in MI. Surprisingly, I don't feel weird or awkward that I'm a retainee in a totally new environment. Good thing eh? The only difference is that the teachers will ask you more questions cause we're supposed to know. Found out that Organic Chem won't be taught this year, which is stupid because year 3 definitely would not be enough to cover all of it. They'd better start this year if not I'm going to complain.

Oh well, New Year's resolution? To not skip school on purpose this whole year. Think I can do it? ;)

fourhundredandtwentyfour.

I'm craving for a little stick of slow death.


Slowly bring that stick to my lips and suck.


Inhale the deadly smoke.


Smile as it blackens my throat and lungs.


Slow death.


Also known as...


Bliss.

fourhundredandtwentythree.

ambition is a disease

my favorite time of day is the time that goes by the fastest. does it pump my adrenaline to watch you leave? you gather your things and kiss my shoulder. you’re brave but i’m braver. the shower turns on and i fall back asleep to the sound of the water. i fall fast asleep until i feel you crawling back into bed, only in your plaid robe. i slide my fingers in the front and caress your smooth chest. i run my hand down to your stomach which i love to press my lips to. your robe is like another blanket and i snuggle up close. i fall fast asleep until i wake up to find myself snuggling to sheets. you’ve left again, and you always will. i lure you in because although i can withstand being alone, i can’t withstand being away from you.

from tumblr. username: spindrift

fourhundredandtwentytwo.

a good day out with parents today. in a v good mood! :D shopped for mum and dad's mattress at robinsons. mattress coming next tues :)

ate mutton bryani at 313@somerset :D really spicy but felt good.

i can't wait for tuesday. no, not because of the mattress (come on i'm not the one who's sleeping in it.) but because i get to see my babe and go out with baby :D

anyway, baking session tmr :D

fourhundredandtwentytwo.

i'm sick of this life.
(i'm sick of needing you.)