Saturday, November 29, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTYFIVE.

i'm so sick of living.



i just want someone to truly care for me, to truly support me in whatever i do. i just want someone who loves me truly and swears never to hurt me in any way. i just want someone to be there always. someone who understands and is able to take my mood swings instead of arguing back with me. i want someone who will just give me big tight hug whenever i start to lose my temper and tell me that everything is ok. when i tell him i dont want to continue living, i want him to hold me close, kiss me and tell me that nothing's going to happen instead of saying "ok, come let's die together." is that so self-centered of me to want all these things? is it?

is that too much to ask for?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTYFOUR.

weee :D today chalet lo ((: damn tired though. not really that excited LOL

MIA for the next few days (:

Monday, November 24, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTYTHREE.

tired.. whole body aching D: right foot veins ttly burst -_- can't walk much right now. roar.



roar! i left 8 msges LOL! siannnnn D: someone give me cash to buy a top up card please :D hahaha





As this loneliness bores down on me,
I struggle to stay afloat.
I shouted for help,
but my efforts were in vain.
Nobody could save me now.
I'm forever lost;
in this deep, dark ocean.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTYTWO.

how would you feel if your loved one is in trouble?
what would you do?
how would you feel if your loved one chooses other priorities instead of you?
what would you do?
how would you feel if you found out that your loved one loves another?
what would you do?





sometimes, the only way is to let go.

Friday, November 21, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTYONE.

i am sooooo TIRED D: just reached home only =X

went out with cindy in the day :D went to jp, wanting to pierce my ear but didn't in the end. LOL still haven't build up the guts to pierce at the top =X hahaha. been so long since i pierced also. i'm abit hum now oops =X after that went to CPF building over at JE. went to kelly services and put down our names. haha hopefully can get a job :D

met gavin [ he has freaking red hair ohmygod ] and three of us went to ri ben cun to lunch :D nice nice ((: haha. me and cindy went to jp again. bought another ripples slippers [ well, my old one is ttly !^#$%!%%# broken thanks so people who keep STEPPING ON THEM ]. walked around for awhile more and i came back.

reach home, washed up, get ready and was out again. me and mum 154-ed to clementi to meet Jie. 14-ed to valley point [ somewhere in lower delta i think -_- ]. met dad there and we dinnered at cafe in action. it's just okok only la. not worth spending money there seriously D:

oh well.


jie's going to camp tmr till tues D: I WILL MISS YOU!!!! D: well, your wadrobe's mine for the next four days :D muahahaha!


sian. not going timbre during chalet anymore D: oh well. there'll be other times (:


lack of photos D:

Thursday, November 20, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFIFTY.

yawn. staying at home alone everyday is making me crazy -_- gosh. i need to go out! D:

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYNINE.

wee :D i have the score to bella's lullaby :D hehehe.

2songs to master then ((: jiayou to me! :D

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYEIGHT.

dots.. i'm having flu -_-

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYSEVEN.

oops, super lazy to update these days =X haha. or rather, hooked onto RA3 that's why =X hehe

went over to xinyan's house on monday to collect my stuffs. cindy brought ivan along! haha. super cute. i love him :D too bad he'll be gone at the end of this month D: ohhh, he gave me muack muack LOL :D sweet ehhh ((:

went to jurong point to meet mum ytd. ate soup restaurant for lunch :D hehehe. hou liao again siol =X after that watched madagascar2 :D nice show!! even my mum enjoyed it :D went to john little to shop :D bought my mascara and coleur inc's 2-way cake. it's powder cum foundation. not bad quality :D bought some pretty and hot stuffs there :D muahaha! mum bought this kawaii brand facial stuffs. haha, got one box. got cleanser, toner cum moisturizer and sunblock. 66bucks -__- LOL considered super cheap already lehh o_o

well, gonna go back to RA3 :D hahahahahhaha :D CIAO!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYSIX.

bad bad pms. and SOMEBODY is not making this any better. in fact, SOMEBODY is making this worse. NOT a good time for me. argh FUCK

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYFIVE.

tired tired tired D:

went out for lunch today at riverview hotel. buffet lunch (: food was not bad. local and international food :D went to vivo after that. aunt bought shawl for me :D weeee. finally have one. said goodbye to sis and aunt and me and mum walked around. after that train-ed to ps. walked around also. went to esprit and tried on this top. really nice :D 60bucks though D:

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oh and yes, that's my SE phone you see in the pic. i finally got it back :D haha. i'm happy ((:





still coughing like mad D: I AM SO zzzz. NOW!!




wondering if i should still go out tmr ): but meeting hanwei, cindy and xinyan are a MUST D: i need and want my things back ): but if i'm not going out, i'll be home alone. haha. not first time though. used to it D:

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYFOUR.

end up didn't go anywhere for dinner last night D: stayed home and mum cooked fried rice ): oh well, next week someday mum gonna book cafe in action :D haha. today lunch at some buffet thinggyy. LOL idk e exact place -__- no wait.. i KNOW the exact place. i just forgot where -__-

haha. so this is how it feels to get old huh. LOL forget things so easily -__- and my whole body aches like one kind nowadays. oh did i tell you? my mum caught an aedes mozzie in her toilet. and guess what. i got bitten by that same mozzie alot of times -_- LOL dengue alert :D hahaha!

having bad cough and sore throat since friday. yeah, and i still eat fried stuffs, yogurt, yada yada. i'm crazy i know. LOL oh well.. keep coughing non stop. cough till headache. omgg D:

Saturday, November 15, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYTHREE.

ooyeah. i'm finally lvl 19 in audit :D happy o!!

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYTWO.

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went out with mummy :D didn't watch movie though. mum wasn't willing to pay wkend prices D: she took a long long time to prepare -__- YES, she took a longer time than me ok!!!

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i wore this dress out :D loved and faved! (:

went to citylink mall for lunch. NEW YORK NEW YORK!! hahaha. this is my very first time going there to eat. yes, as suaku as it sounds, it's really my first time. i ate fish 'n' chips and mum got alfredo mushroom pasta with fried fish fillet. both are awesome!! :D super yummy (: price also very reasonable. we shared a drink lover's sunset. it's a mixture of orange and cranberry (:

after lunch went to hula & co. saw really nice kimono-style dresses. tried two. one too big, and here's the other one. i like it alot!! though mum said it looks weird D:

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went over to G2000. sale there. hahaha. bought two tops. one dark green sleeveless and one white pullover. both go well together :D

walked out of citylink mall and saw xinen and lydia :D they're my pretty pri school best buds :D haha.

me and mum went to raffles city and walked around. walked inside robinsons, trying to find my heels. couldn't find though. walked around some more and we bought yogurt from yoguru :D it's really nice. i got this yogubliss. it's a mixture of promegranate and dragonfruit. (: toppings: oreo crumbs. love the combination (:

after eating went to donut factory to get donuts for breakfast the next day (: went to accessorize to look for rings but couldn't find any. train-ed home then.

reached home and thought of what to eat for dinner. dad suggested kfc so me and mum walked over to super bowl to buy dinner. oh well, my dieting plans are so... not gonna work out D:

at night, helped sis to pluck her eyebrows. ok, it's really funny helping her LOL! cause it's really pain and it's her first time, so i had to pause quite alot of times for her to "recover" haha. funb though. and i like the outcome (: nicer than mine cannn!!! ROAR LOL.

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slept till 10++++? haha. left house at about noon and went over to school to collect my stuffs from xinyan. ended up i only got my clothes and makeup set back. haha. my slippers and some other stuffs still there D: i miss my slippers!!!

bus-ed to imm with mum. walked around at daiso cause she needed to buy ribbons for her wine hamper stuffs. bought 19 pieces. haha! i was super shagged by the time she finished choosing and finding -__-

went to the hong kong cafe to eat. ok, major disappointment i tell you. the dish size totally SHRANK! everything's much lesser and all, and the quality of food is down too. sad D:

went to mondo to look for my heels. nothing appeals there so went next door DMK. saw this plain simple heels and i got it! haha. but the heel is really short though. halfinch? or maybe shorter. haha, nvm though (:

went to esprit and i got a top. black v-neck with designs. it's really nice ((: went next door the face shop and i got two nail polishes :D both purple-based but different tone ((: nice!! haha. bus-ed home then.

tonight going to cafe in action for dinner :D hahaha. 3 consecutive days of eating hou liao :D this is the life man! hehehe. well, i'm gonna finish painting my nails now then get ready to go out. ciao! (:







!$#%^%&^%$#$!#$%$#$%$#$!!!! CAFE IN ACTION FULLY BOOKED!

Friday, November 14, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTYONE.

TIMRE IS LOVED!! :D

wee. o's is finally overrrrr :D hahaha.

went over to jp to meet cindy during noon. it was raining so !@#^@ heavily today luh -__- waited for the bus for more than half hour?!?!!?!? i officially hate 154 D:

met her then looked for her accessories. didn't get any though. but got her fake eyelashes :D after tt bus to gekpoh to get her contacts. funny things happened while walking from the busstop to the shopping centre. i was so super clumsy?!?!?! roar.

walked to xinyan's house, slacked there. watch her play cs -__- me and cindy went over to mac to eat first. it wasn't so hard to say byee rightt?!?!! haha. i was damn full. haha =X ok, what happened to "back to dieting" i wonder -__- went back there and watch her play cs again. we got ready about 4+++++?!?!?! LOL yes, note the "+" signSSSSS haha.

i'm officially the PA for cindychan today -_- "RECAP: in hall she don't even know her seating arrangement. i'm the one who helped her check and remind her of the seating -_-" at xy's house, i was her makeup artist. LOL and then.... this is quite funny. she said she was feeling hot and i just immediately got up and adjust fan for her. halfway thr, i stopped. then i asked "WHY AM I DOING THIS FOR YOU?!?!?!" LOL! eh seriously la, i'm like her MAID like that. ROAR!!! LOL ya well, w/e don't get used to it. hmph! :P

xy's dad fetched me to boonlay and i met marjjie. train-ed to dhoby and walked to timbre. ok, we were lost. i repeat, WE WERE LOST! LOL jie just suddenly lost her sense of direction and nearly couldn't find the place -__- haha. but we got there anyway :D ok, let me tell you this. timbre is just so GREAT!! LOL. the ambience is nice, the food is nice, the drinks are nice, EVERYTHING IS NICE!!! LOL


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sums up all our food :D

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our sides :D deep fried king prawn in beer batter. WOO! it's super niceee!!!! :D

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i heart heart my COSMOPOLITAN :D it's a blend of vodka, lime, cointreau (orange i think) and cranberry. love this :D

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this is my jie's drink. vodka with redbull. very nice also :D

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our 3/4-eaten pizza. hehe :D classic italian. it's super nice. nicest pizza ever. and it's cheap too :D

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i look so happy right?!?! LOL

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failed shot.. but it's nice :D love the effect ((:

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that's my pretty baby right there! :D (ps. she stole my drink. LOL)

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yes, apparently she's just trying to act young -_- hard to believe she actually posed this way. hahaha.

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haha. this is my fave pose :D

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haha. well, recommend this for all :D haha. scb outing to timbre then? hehehe :P

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDFORTY.

weee :D going out on thurs with sis to timbre, fri with mum to movie, sat with aunts and sis out :D haha. three whole days of outing. i'll be super tired D: oh well, i'm not complaining. when i told my dad i not going out with friends he immediately ":D" man omg -_-

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYNINE.

i seriously need sleep. fever's back again -__- it's a freaking 39degrees?! this is so maddening. my whole body is aching like crazy too. ohh, i don't have dengue do i? LOL

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYEIGHT.

major headache, giddiness, hmm what else. oh! and i just vomitted today.

i didn't get any sleep last night. roar. feeling super crappy right now.

thanks for forgiving :D and i'm really sorry.












back to dieting :D

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYSEVEN.

YAY! one more paper and i'm officially FREE! not that i'm busy now =X LOL

i am back to audit :D hahaha. yepp! i finally can dl e patch and all the missing songs. wwee :D

YAY! i'm trying to download RA3 from e net :D haha. HUGE FILE THOUGH. but no choice. the price of e disc is $59+ -__- oh well. if i get tired of waiting for the download, i'm just gonna ask jianhao gimme e file :D wee!! THANK YOU :D

TWO MORE DAYS TO TIMBRE!!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYSIX.

HORNY!!! LOL

_l_ + _O_ = _(/)_

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYFIVE.

for the second time, i'm tired D: ok wait. it's actually for the WHOLE WEEK D:

won't be updating for long unless got interesting stuffs. i'm bored of blogging O_O

Friday, November 7, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYFOUR.

lala :D i'm officially exhausted. but i'm so LOVING IT! hahaha. yupp i'm QUIRKY !

went to BUGIS today :D saw cindy there. hahaha. ok no offence but gx is NOT what i expected. LOL! first of all, he's SHORT. at least he looks short cause she said he's taller than her.

anyway, went there to try find someone's present actually. but i just can't find it. LOL! yes, yes. continue guessing what it is. i don't mind. cause you'll never find out :D went there instead to try on clothes. I SAW ONE 65BUCKS SPAGS WHITE TOP AND IT'S SUPER NICE!!!! lol. too bad it's a freaking 65bucks -_-

here are e pics!! :D

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oh, i am so in love with this tube dress :D $39.90 not bad price (:


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this not very nice. LOL looks flat

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yeahh!! this the top i talking about. see??!?! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO SWEET! D:

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this from esprit (: it doesn't look nice when i see it near. but from far it's nice :D

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YES! THAT IS A LAMBORGHINI CONVERTIBLE~!!!! HAHAHA

Thursday, November 6, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYTHREE.

omg, what's wrong with this?!

ok. first of all, MAX PAYNE and QUANTUM OF SOLACE are just ok-ok only movies. totally not worth spending money to watch D:

ahhh, i'm super relaxed right now :D hahaha! just 2 more mcq papers and o's are officially over :D

going to TIMBRE on 13thnov :D jie's bringing me there. weee~! just hope they won't check my ic =X haha. jie was saying what if they checked hers and not mine. LOL! that would be super lame i tell you =X

so super bored. i can't play audit now -__- can't patch up the game. file too big. knn. read e webb and they said need to go over to SUNTEC to get the file from them. kns leii D: i'm still waiting for my red alert 3 though :D wahaha. can't wait!!!!! :D

in e mean time, i'm gonna play red alert2 :D COMMAND AND CONQUER ROCKS! :D

Monday, November 3, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYTWO.

what happened to "giving my com a rest"? i wonder.. =X

OO YEAHH! major papers are so finally over!!! hahaha. ah well, i can finally relax :D

ohhh, i'm like already planning what to do during the hols after o's? hahaha. sentosa trip, class chalet, outings with sis, outings with girls, THAILAND TRIP [ woo! get bombed there then have ahhh. LOL ] ohhh, most importantly? SHOPPING SPREES! hahaha ((:

gonna wake up !%$^#$%# early tmr morning. i brought my freaking bio pract book to school today and i forgot to hand in. WHAT THE FUCK! i'm so dumb. yahhh! i know THAT! -___- so tmr going over to school, pass the book to hanwei and he'll help me hand in :D BFFs man! LOL ((: ya, and once again, i buddy love you dude (:

ooo, sex vibes baby!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTYONE.

ok, i'm super desperate right now to get 周杰伦's 说好的幸福 piano scores from the album 摩杰座. heck i don't mind if i get all the piano scores from all the songs from that album. if anyone can find it, please please tag me the link? :D



OH I GOT IT! THANKS LOVELY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :D

ONEHUNDREDANDTHIRTY.

lala. tomorrow's ss and i didn't really study? sigh. yupp! i'm so freaking dead i know. OH WELL! gonna chiong tonight ((:







ciao people (:

Saturday, November 1, 2008

ONEHUNDREDANDTWENTYNINE.

woo! saw this vid on soccer tricks :D MUST WATCH! hehe