twohundredandfiftyseven.

i miss you. i miss puppy. i miss your parents. i miss your house. i miss your mum's food. i miss having dinner with your family. i miss having dinner at your house. i miss sitting on your sofa and watching tv. i miss your room. i miss sleeping on your bed. i miss fighting with you over your laptop. i miss fighting with you over your chair. i miss the timed we spent together. i miss holding your hand. i miss hugging you. i miss being hugged by you. i miss kissing you. i miss being kissed by you. i miss talking to you. i miss talking nonsense on msn with you. i miss the times when you would do anything to talk to me. i miss everything about you.

four more weeks. luckily time passes fast.


it's better when we're not together.

twohundredandfiftysix.

i don't see why i should slack just because i've already reached the requirements for promotion. if i could actually meet the requirements by slacking during the first half of the year, imagine what i can get if i mug for my finals. so yupp, this time i'm serious about studying.

sometimes life just turns out the way nobody expects it to be.

twohundredandfiftyfive.

i guess i shouldn't really care if you contact me anymore. you're busy and i'll understand.

thanks for calling me last night by the way. i was feeling really down and hearing your voice cheered me up (:

twohundredandfiftyfour.

exams are coming :S trying to concentrate and trying not to think of you.

ANOTHER WEEK IS GOING TO END!!! approx 4 more weeks till i can see you again~

twohundredandfiftythree.

After All This Time by Simon Webbe

After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bears the scars
No sign of healing, It's All right
She's loving him still, after all this time.

Oh yeah

[Chorus:]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She ain't breaking, breaking, breaking
'Cause she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
'Cause she's loving him still, after all this time.

[Chorus]

After all this time...
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide

Who made her feel like an angel
Oh that's why

She's loving him still
For the rest of her life

She's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time

twohundredandfiftytwo.

just talked to you last night. happy :D ok, sorry i complain alot but i needed to get everything off hehe. anyway, nice to hear your voice after idk-how-many days. though the stupid reception was bad. haha what to do~ was sad though. felt worse after you put the phone down. felt really bad. five more weeks baby. sigh. hopefully it'll get better once school starts tmr. i keep telling myself to study to distract myself but it doesn't help. gaming doesn't help too, it just makes me think of you more. passing by hke that day was painful. i keep crying for no reason the whole day yesterday. hahaha, abit stupid. it's not as if we've broken up right :X but gosh, i miss you so much. five more weeks. jiayou to myself.

twohundredandfiftyone.

i'm breaking apart.