Saturday, October 31, 2009

twohundredandseventysix.

eep. i have a headache and i'm super dizzy now. please don't tell me that fever is coming ):

twohundredandseventyfour.

i hate to be alone at home especially for the whole day and night and especially when it's raining. desperately need a puff right now but... i must control.

原来被喜欢的人讨厌是那么痛。

Friday, October 30, 2009

twohundredandseventythree.

nice. just one call to my dad and everything becomes my fault. THANKS ALOT.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

twohundredandseventytwo.

feeling super sick and the person i love most in this world says that he hates me.

life is just so wonderful ain't it?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

twohundredandseventyone.

...in a stride or two was at her side, and had her grasped in his arms.

He neither spoke, nor loosed his hold, for some five minutes, during which period he bestowed more kisses than ever he gave in his life before, I dare say; but then my mistress had kissed him first, and I plainly saw that he could hardly bear, for downright agony, to look into her face! The same conviction had stricken him as me, from the instant he beheld her, that there was no prospect of ultimate recovery there - she was fated, sure to die.

"Oh Cathy! Oh, my life! how can I bear it?" was the first sentence he uttered, in a tone that did not seek to disguise his despair.

And now he stared at her so earnestly that I thought the very intensity of his gae would bring tears into his eyes; but they burned with anguish, they did not melt.


"What now?" said Catherine, leaning back, and returning his look with a sudden clouded brow - her humour was a mere vane for constantly varying caprices. "You and Edgar have broken my heart, Heathcliff! And you both come to bewail the deed to me, as if you were the people to be pitied! I shall not pity you, not I. You have killed me - and thriven on it, I think. How strong you are! How many years do you mean to live after I am gone?"


Heathcliff had kenlt on one knee to embrace her; he attempted to rise, but she seized his hair, and kept him down.


"I wish I could hold you," she continued bitterly, "til lwe were both dead! I shouldn't care what you suffered. I care nothing for your sufferings. Why shouldn't you suffer? I do! Will you forget me - will you be happy when I am in the earth? Will you say twenty years hence, "That's the grave of Catherine Earnshaw. I loved her long ago, and was wretched to lose her; but it is past. I've loved many others since - my children are dearer to me than she was, and, at death, I shall not rejoice that I am going to her, I shall be sorry that I must leave them!" Will you say so, Heathcliff?"


"Don't torture me till I'm as mad as yourseld," cried he, wrenching his head free, and grinding his teeth.


The two, to a cool spectator, made a strange and fearful picture. Well might Catherine deem that Heaven would be a land of exile to her, unless, with her mortal body, she cast away her mortal character also. Her present countenance had a wild vindictiveness in its white cheek, and a bloodless lip, and scintillating eye; and she retained, in her closed fingers, a portion of the locks she had been grasping. As to her companion, while raising himself with one hand, he had taken her arm with the other; and so inadequate was his stock of gentleness to the requirements of her condition, that on his letting go, I saw four distinct impressions left blue in the colourless skin.


"Are you possessed with a devil," he pursued, savagely, "to talk in that manner to me, when you are dying? Do you reflect that all those words will be branded in my memory, and eating deeper eternally, after you have left me? You know you lie to say I have killed you; and, Catherine, you know that I could as soon forget you, as my existence! Is it not sufficient for your infernal selfishness, that while you are at peace, I shall writhe in the torments of hell?"

- Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights

twohundredandseventy.

tears just roll down her face unchecked.

twohundredandsixtynine.

so now everyone involved is angry with me. AWESOME!

got back my results today and i failed EVERYTHING. yes, everything. thanks to those who were shocked to hear that i failed my math. thanks for having confidence in me and sorry to disappoint you guys. ps i'm not a math genius.

tmr is D-DAY. yupp, doomsday. when all of us get to know if we're staying or not. i am SCARED. seriously. everyone says i'll be advanced. but i don't want advancement! i want a full promotion! if not next year's common test will be super taxing on me.

sigh. i'm really scared...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

twohundredandsixtyeight.

finally work at MOE is done :D

MONDAY, 19oct'09
met evelyn on train at lakeside and train-ed over to tiong bahru. wanted to eat at zion road but it was close cause it was superbly early. walked over to great world to eat toast box instead :D yumyum. after that 16-ed to the GEB. saw where we were posted to and I'M THE ONLY 09S7 STUDENT IN MY TEAM! how cool is that. NOT! luckily got gavin and ma xin. if not i think i'd die there :S briefing in the auditorium then went to our respective meeting rooms

met our officers Ms Judy Lee and Mr something Goh and Ms something Han. forgot the last teacher's name :X briefed us somemore and we had this "role-playing" thing. where we stood up and read our script to practice what we had to say. YES, we had a frking SCRIPT thanks. hahaha. after that they briefed us on what to do. guess what is it. SHADING! sounds easy? yeah, it's actually very easy. but it's damn tiring. we had to shade blue OMR sheets like crazy. i have OMRphobia hahaha. my group was speeding through it though. 4 of us. not bad :D we rock. hahahaha!

had lunch. NASI LEMAK! ok, the truth? it was the best food provided ever in my life. yes, not even ADAM KHOO's CAMP FOOD can compare. seriously. ok, enough about food. went back to the rooms to SHADE SOME MORE after eating.

so thus we end our first day at work.

TUESDAY,20oct'09
reported at nan hua primary @ 7.20am. super tired. went to the workroom and counted the exam scripts and had a short briefing. set up the test room. waited for my kids to arrive. GOSH THEY ARE NOISY! LOL! ok i didn't dare to be fierce though. FIRST TIME LOL! but cannot la. if i get fierce then they all will be scared (people who know me well will agree LOL). overall they were quite guai la. and very cute though got some complains from me. which invigilator don't? hahaha. but all of us agree they are CUTE.

and thus ended our second day.

WEDNESDAY,21oct'09
reported same place, same time.

same thing happened. and this time i was FIRM. not fierce ok, it's FIRM. so they were more guai that day. haha thankfully.

third day over. $100+ earned.

SATURDAY,24oct'09
same thing happened. breakfast at toast box. did more shading. was supposed to end at 1.30 but we did really fast and it ended about 11++? hahaha. we had a really GAY TEACHER in charge. gosh.

WORK IS OVER! $126 earned. minus $25.2 for CPF

twohundredandsixtyseven.

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this is what we bought for ♥joalynn for her birthday (:

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traffic light M&Ms :D

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my darling 猪猪 :D

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love this picture. hahaha cuteness.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

twohundredandsixtysix.

got time go my FB profile and watch the vid of me! :D hahaha. teacher put it up dedicated to our sec3&4 class. cried while watching it :X

MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL! ): miss the fun we had, the love we shared, and the ups and downs we experienced together. LOVES ALWAYS! ♥

Friday, October 16, 2009

twohundredandsixtyfive.

anyway, here's what darling evelyn bought for me :D

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pretty hor? it looks nicer in real life :D

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this a file she bought for me :D also very pretty!! :P

twohundredandsixtyfour.

went to school today only to find out we couldn't get back and results today :S took pics with cutecute during break time :D

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evelyn♥ made this for me :D

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evelyn sent me this pic LOL! i should stop to improve sex life and fertility? HAHAHA! k la. quitted liao (:

irp period was super slack. fond out i have to wear school u on monday to WORK! -_- super lame leh. math had LESSONS! yes LESSONS on combination and went through some questions for promo2. ok, i know school term haven't ended yet and we're still studying but really. WE NEED A BREAK! hahaha. for others got long weekend but some of us have to work next week! ): ok, cannot complain cause got $$ :D $_$ money face :P

didn't have any teacher in gp today so we were just slacking around. surprisingly class was super quiet, partly cause the life of the class wasn't there. and also because 3/4 were sleeping LOL after that htp also super sian. cause 3/4 of the class weren't there. and after that 放学咯! :D

went to hke there to eat banmian with evelyn小姐. talked after that then she 99-ed home while i waited for bus to jp. 198 came and when i was going to board the bus i saw hanwei LOL so 巧 leh. talked abit, watched him play psp. then he was saying about maybe my mum still recognised him. hahaha. he acc-ed me to wait for mum. MUM DIDN'T RECOGNISE HIM! LOL! then she say he change alot. which is super true. hahahaha. see what puberty does to people? :D

he went to work then i watched mum eat lunch. after that went to mccafe to have a drink. caramel frappe :D nice eh. after that walked around and saw this pair of ear rings yellow and orange. VERY NICE! i think evelyn♥ will like it alot :D hopefully. hahaha. came home after that. super tired.

♥henna

anyway, here are some pics from sentosa.

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at habourfront station

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cutecute with 小碗面 :D

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like some big shot in the train LOL

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he can squeeze his skinny ass with sanjeev :O

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our dearest class rep♥ (i think he's gonna nag at me for posting this 2 pics :P)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

twohundredandsixtythree.

You Are Irresistible

You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.

You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
You're quick minded, but you're also quick to lose your temper!


The World's Shortest Personality Test

twohundredandsixtytwo.

why the hell do i feel that everything has suddenly gone wrong. as if the only place i'd ever belonged to was right there with you...

i'm fucking confused.

twohundredandsixtyone.

walked around little india with this stupid pain in my stomach. didn't get what i wanted though. evelyn bought her bangles and ear rings. i got my henna :D i love it haha. after that came home already.

thanks evelyn 宝贝for cabbing me back home (: we'll go again on saturday k? hopefully both of us will feel better then!

twohundredandsixty.

cramps~ ):

going out with evelyn later! supposed to leave house now but i still haven't packed! :X tmr school reopens again. bored leh. can i pon? haha :P

pics later maybe :D loves all!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

twohundredandfiftynine.

happy birthday to xin yan! :D

my com has miraculously ressurected again. wonder how long this will last. haha

anyway, went to sentosa ytd with the class :D photos must wait till i get them from facebook (:

woke up at 7+AM. super early. took my time to get ready while trying to call evelyn (she woke up late!! haha) bus to boonlay to meet dinesh and we ended up meeting her at pioneer station cause she was late. the train is super packed la. we were practically squashed to the doors of the train. reached habourfront and ended up waiting there till 10 till everyone came. hey, if i'd known earlier i'll be waking up at 8.30 hahaha.

skytrain-ed to beach station and walked to pelawan. sun was damn good. didn't feel abit scorching or anything. me and evelyn were like er ren shi jie LOL walked together and picked some shells along the way, then we ate tgt at kou fu. like as if only both of us were there and not the class LOL! anyway, we made ♥09S7 using the sand. very nice :D played volleyball awhile after that but there's like tons of sand flying down from the ball when we hit it so we gave up. walked on the beach again then dinesh and sanjeev came up behind us and D asked me if i brought extra clothes. i stupidly say yes and he gave me this look and i immediately backed up and say "no, no please don't!!!" hahaha. they just walked to me and dragged me by the arms into the sea :S got a mouthful of saltwater LOL eeeewww ): then after that they turned to evelyn and dragged her in too. well, both of us were drenched :S

played volleyball and beach touch with aaron and 2 other guys. damn fun i tell you. hahaha. though sand keep getting into my eyes. need new contacts soon. my lenses polluted by sand and salt LOL! suddenly the sky became super dark so me and eve went to bathe. after bathing i looked out of the toilet and realised everyone was waiting at the bus stop already hahaha. MY SLIPPERS BROKE! finally :D can get new ones already. hahaha. hoping to get them today.

went to vivo and we played pool. i got thrashed by sanjeev la. my gosh. he is damn pro :S i only went in 1 ball then he won. then after that he told me i play quite good for a girl and he say those girls who know how to play are ahlians. LOL actually not ok, i was just taught by quite good players THAT'S ALL.

30-ed back to boonlay with evelyn after that. then i 154-ed back home. came home and i realised i was sunburnt pretty badly. somemore was wearing cross backed and the shape's pretty awesome.

well, now my back is super itchy and my whole body is aching. all in all, I LOVE THE TRIP TO SENTOSA! WHEN CAN WE DO IT AGAIN :D

p.s. NOT being sarcastic.

Friday, October 2, 2009

twohundredandfiftyeight.

this morning dinesh asked me what i want my first date to be like (because he was reading some book on social behaviour) and i told him "it doesn't matter as long as i'm with the one i love." it got me thinking though. what exactly is my ideal date? so tadah!! here's how my IDEAL date will be like :D

we'll go for lunch. don't need to be some high-class restaurant. i don't mind coffee shop also la. SERIOUSLY. i'm not all that materialistic ok. contrary to what ALOT of people think. he have to do really gentlemanly things like opening the doors for me, letting me walk in first, pulling out the chair for me. if there's sofa seats, please let me sit there because i have a delicate ass. LOL nah kidding about the ass. after we eat, we'll talk for about an hour or so, or maybe longer. get to know each other better. DESSERT IS A MUST!!! IDEALLY ICE CREAM PLEASE! hahaha. oh, and he must pay :D call it stereotyping but sorry, i'm like that for a FIRST DATE.

after that, walk around town? cause i LOVE shopping. ok fine, window shopping cause of lack of $$. he must not be impatient or complain or give some jiaobin to show that he's not happy. i love shopping and he has to take it. he must never ever say that i'm hinting him to buy something. because i never HINT, i just ASK :D though if he will take note of the things i like and buy them for me as a surprise then all the better right? haha.

walk till about evening. find somewhere for dinner. same thing as lunch. haha though talking must cut short. i can't stay out too late LOL! oops, slip of about what time my curfew is. haha. send me home. this is a complete MUST. because it's night, i scared LOL! but seriously, at least he must be sincere about it. don't need to send me up, just accompany me to the bus stop and i'm happy.

so there you go!!! account on what my ideal first date will be like :D and my FIRST DATE means with my boyfriend and not someone who wants to chase me thanks very much. hahaha :D

ok, loves to all, signing off.