twohundredandeightytwo.

i'll just take it that whatever i have given you, i have thrown it away.

twohundredandeightyone.

JUST BATHED! hahaha.

today's work was so much more fun than ytd. ytd's was damn boring. don't like to do afternoon! ): learnt how to take order today. dinner crowd rocks LOL! i love my job. though it's really tiring.

after work went to boon lay shopping centre there to eat DINNER. yes, DINNER, not SUPPER. though it was already 11+ hahaha. nasi lemak. the FAMOUS one. which i don't think it's really nice anyway. adam road one nicer :P

p.s.
i love owl city's vanilla twilight! though everytime i hear it i will feel like crying but it doesn't stop me from loving it. the lyrics is just so awesomely sweet la :D

even though i had expected your answer, it still was like a knife cutting through my heart.
either your feelings can change really fast because of that ONE INCIDENT which triggered it,
or i have been cheated for a long time.

twohundredandeighty.

i can't stand being alone and away from you anymore.

fuck the world.
fuck my life.
fuck school.
fuck work.
fuck me.

twohundredandseventynine.

sometimes we say things we don't mean when we're angry. but i'd never thought you'd be the one who mean what you say.

twohundredandseventyeight.

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because
When I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you...
Tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.