Friday, November 13, 2009

twohundredandeightyseven.

went to cindy's hse ytd to STUDY! LOL ok la, just helped her with her pw. went to eat ban mian after that :P ahh my lovely ban mian. hahaha. my FIANCEE saw a worm in her ban mian :S and she got a free meal. hahaha eeewwww :X

walked to bubble tea shop and i drank taro ice blended ♥♥!

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then walked to jurong spring, wanting to study. went there, take out my chem notes (periodicity! :S) read first page and SLEPT LOL! idk why, too tired i think. but i could actually fall asleep in a hot and stuffy and noisy mac -___- yes, PIG can :P after i woke up then we both went to jp :D walked around and i tried on this 2 tops which is absolutely ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ssss :D someone buy for me? LOL

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this is from The Box

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my fave!!! from mphosis :D

oh well, planning to go out with cindy darling tmr :D then working on sunday night :D:D

Thursday, November 12, 2009

twohundredandeightysix.

you said we're what again? friends? why do i get the feeling that you don't even treat me as a friend?

twohundredandeightyfive.

i coped with your many changes over the past one and a half years. i didn't like what i saw. but yet i stuck by you, because i love you enough to know that the person i fell in love with was somewhere inside. yes, i admit i have changed. and it's only this once. maybe you haven't seen me in a long time so it comes quite a shock to you. or maybe you don't love me enough to know that somewhere inside me, i am still me. and it just happens that my mood was really bad this past month and everything just comes falling down.

yes, i am blaming myself for everything.

twohundredandeightyfour.

Adam Lambert - Time For Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

twohundredandeightythree.

right now, i don't really care what happens to me.
accident, rape, robbery, murder.
nothing matters anymore.
the light in my life has been extinguished so forcefully.

somebody kill me.