fourhundredandfourteen.

i wonder if i ever asked you to quit, will you?

fourhundredandthirteen.

it sucks that i can't tell others to stop smoking cause i'm a smoker too. i swore to myself once i'll never touch cigarettes cause it was because of it that my grandfather died. i saw my own loved one get lung infection. and now, my gf's dad is suffering from lung cancer. smoking kills. it pains me to see the ppl around me smoke. and i'm trying to cut down too. honestly? i'll never touch another cigarette if it means i'm hurting others.

fourhundredandtwelve.

was surprised when moo came to me and asked if i could draw a flower bouquet for a cake for his pastor. haha anyway, thought i couldn't do it but it turned out really well :D



i'm just scared that it's not v suitable for a cake :(

fourhundredandeleven.

ah, the sweet taste of blood and the sharp throbbing pain is just so alluring.

fourhundredandten.

ok mabellineang. if you don't want to study hard for yourself, then do it for others. for your future husband, so that it won't be too stressing on him to earn more. and for your future parents-in-law. to impress them :D