TWO.

okay, i'm officially sick ):

my jaw and left ear holes still hurting... damn you. seriously damn you. i'm not the one who's humiliated. YOU are. YOU lost your DIGNITY by slapping a girl in front of so many people. i can't believe that i actually held on to you so long. what was i thinking... and yes, that slap woke me up. but not in the way you'd want it. it woke me up so that i could see, finally, who you really are. thanks for that. i finally see how stupid i was. i finally see that all my friends were right about you. and i'm regretting not listening to them in the first place. maybe then, the ending wouldn't be like this. maybe there wouldn't be any ending, cause there wouldn't be any beginning in the first place. i should have listened... "this is what happens when you let your heart take over."

i can't believe you still had the GUTS to call me just now and ask me out. saying that your mum asked cause of your jie's bday. i can't believe that. i told you to be gone. NOBODY, yes, not even your mum, can be an excuse or a reason for me to go out with you. I'M OVER YOU. get that into head.

there's just one thing everyone has to know. I AM A FREE SPIRIT and nothing, not even my husband next time, can bound me. i hate restrictions. i love freedom. i already have my family to give me restrictions. i don't need to cope with somebody else giving me that. and when somebody else gives me restrictions, there'll be a price to pay...

i hate you SF, but i guess i have to say thanks, i'm finally a free soul again.