twohundredandfortysix.

and once again i tell myself: girl, stop dwelling in self pity. stop thinking that the whole world owes you something. stop thinking that everything is all about you. start thinking about how others feel. do you really want your life to be so miserable forever like it currently is now? wake up girl. open your eyes and see the world out there. open your mind and understand how others will feel. you're not the only one living in this world. stop living in this delusional world of yours that you're the queen, the king, the prince and the princess. you're not everything. start giving and not taking all the time. stop being this bimbotic bitch. stop and wake up. STOP!

twohundredandfortyfive.

dying soon.

just let me hibernate pleeaaassseee???? ):

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twohundredandfortyfour.

lala~

dumb things happened this week LOL! my class got isolated on tuesday!!!! just because 3 ppl got 7days mc -_- was very stupid la. our class isolated at the SAC. then when having break, they condoned one part just for us to sit. VIP OK LOL! we also got our own private toilets and lanyards! hahaha.

next day was racial harmony day. reached school and found out that our isolation was cancelled (see what i mean by dumb?). dinesh didn't wear his sexy qipao like he said he would LOL! he wore cheongsam though. vp came to our class and said this sentence, "thanks to you, we get to test out our measures if any class got isolated. thank you." -_- yupp! we're the school's experiment subject :D

watched south park during HTP. DAMN FUNNY! kowtows to the creators of south park LOL! it's really damn good la. haha!

category: PEOPLE WHO ANNOY YOU
ans: N*GGERS
supposedly NAGGERS, but the guy said NIGGERS LOL! cute :D

tmr's graphing techniques test. pray that it'll be ok ):

twohundredandfortythree.

yay! i got my com back :D haha

been so tired since school reopened -_- hard to get used to school life again. haha!

got to do my chinese homework now :D bye!

my birthday is in exactly THREE WEEKS! (:

twohundredandfortytwo.

The ancients are right: The dear old human experience is a singular, difficukt, shadowed, brilliant experience that does not resolve into being comfortable in the world. The valley of shadow is part of that, and you are depriving yourself if you do not experience what humankind has experienced, including doubt and sorrow. We experience pain and difficulty as failure instead of saying, I will pass through this, everyone I have ever admired has passed through this, music has come out of it, literature has come out of it. We should think of our humanity as a privilege.

-Marilynne Robinson, The Paris Review

twohundredandfortyone.

This post is dedicated to my bestest friend, Cindy Chan :D



Friends for 4years (& still counting). She stood by me for all these years all through my ups and downs. Yes, we have disagreements sometimes, but who don't? She'd always supported my decisions, even though it sometimes isn't right, she would just advise me and then left me alone. She doesn't really pry into my life, but when i needed her, she's always there for me. Though it's really hard to get through her phone. It'll be ringing non-stop and she wouldn't even realise it. Haha! But no matter what, she will still be there and she's the world's most awesome friend :D She'll cheer me up no matter what with her craziness and carefree attitude.

In sec school, i met my beloved and he was disliked by almost every one of my friends. Even though she knew what happened between us, and even though she actually hated my beloved at first, she grew to accept him as a friend. I'm really thankful for this cause it's quite important for me that my close friends are also friends of his.

Friends are always there for each other and this crazy girl has always been there for me and comforted me through all my problems. There's nothing in this world i can keep from her cause she's really trustworthy and not all that gossipy like others. And i know no matter what wrong i do, she will still accept me as her friend.

I'm thankful that i met such a truly great friend so early in my life :D

I love you lots lots! :D bestest friends forever okays? (:

twohundredandforty.

one huge mistake had to be made to make me realise how much i needed you. i felt as if idied a million times over when you found out and left me sitting there crying. i called and texted you but there wasn't reply. do you know how i felt when i sat there crying the whole time? i thought it was over. my heart was breaking so badly. i cried, i thought and i cried some more. on that day i realised i couldn't live without you. you were my life, my heart, my soul. i felt as if God made us inseparable. we couldn't live apart from each other. and i swear, i love you and only you. and never again shall something like this happen. i promise you. i love you. i need you here by my side always. no, i won't take you for granted anymore. i knew now what it's like to lose you, even if it was for that few hours. it still hurt. and it still does. you don't know how guilty i feel inside. i feel as if nothing can ever repay that amount of hurt i caused you. i guess retribution is slowly happening to me now. i deserve it. i'm sorry. i love you (:

twohundredandthirtynine.

been ages since i came online and blogged =X so many things happened since. came back from ms. nice place! we stayed in a french village (: was really cooling there cause it's quite near genting. so nice to take a break from singapore's hot hot weather :D and i actually felt as if i was in europe the entire time! hahaha




those swans are really HUGE up close. not like those in SG (:
























me and sis (:


me and joel-kor (:

exams over! well, sucks as usual. had put high hopes on my math but end up failed. i passed chinese. and chem is a confirmed fail.

math: 21/50
chem: 17/80
chinese: 55/100

math overall should be able to pass cause of my assignments and tests. now i realised the value of assignments and tests!!! hahaha. no more slacking for homeworks anymore (: it's so damn important.

just completed the crystal puzzle my baby bought for me :D it's damn nice. haha :D the pic don't do justice to it!



went to cathay last weekend and i saw this. hehe. it's from the movie UP! :D wanna watch it~





my beloved's puppy :D very cute.



ah yes, FYI, my phone has drowned and died and i'm the murderer (: