threehundredandeightynine.

she was lying flat on the cold white bed. the nurse forced her legs open and strapped her feet down. she heard the snap of the rubber gloves. the nurse turned the light into her eyes, forcing her eyes shut. a strong antiseptic smell came into the room. she started trembling. she heard the doctor say something, but she couldn't hear. hands were stroking her. she squirmed. she started to cry out. the nurse was by her side, stroking her head. and she felt the worst pain ever. she started crying. she felt the doctor's fingers exploring her insides. she felt like dying. she couldn't take the pain. and as sudden as the pain had came, her hand was out.

she felt humiliated.

exposed.

invaded.