THIRTYFIVE.

ARGH...!!!!!!

frking stressed right now. EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT STUDYING -___- cried during chemmy at e staircase cause of you-know-what. and YEA i'm thinking too much =X cause it's confirmed that IT won't happen :D sigh of relieve.

talked alot with jasmine. hahaha! we finally have our date ((: then went to xinyan's hse.

can't help but feel guilty. feel as if i've added to your problems and made it worse ): i really feel like dying now and idk why. as i sat on your floor with you and her in e other room, i thought of so many things, and i teared. i didn't want to cry. you were alrdy so caught up with your problems i don't wanna add more. cried when i talked to mum at e interchange too. idk what's wrong with me. i just want to leave this world once and for all. yes, i'm a coward.